Friday, June 08, 2007

maestro please...

Have you guys seen that really stupid commercial with 50cent? He's the guest conductor who is conducting the orchestra to perform his played out-not even tite-sorry lyrics-rap. Anyway, the commercial is dumb and it does nothing for Smartwater. I dont know if it was from this commercial or whatever, but I was realizing how God is like my orhcestrator. This past week, I've been pretty chill considering it was my last week and that all my assignments were due n stuff. Let me give you a synopsis of what went on in my brain: (caution, this may not make sense to you if cannot comprehend incorrect grammar)
SO monday, Im like great....when is friday going to be here. I cant wait till its all over. I have all these deadlines to meet.. i have a paper due tomorrow and im nowhere near done. Im going to stay up all night. AND THEN, my computer jacks up and starts shutting down on its own. The 2/10 page paper i wrote is now unavailable. for some reason I dont freak out.. instead im like "great! i can use this to get an extension!" and BAM, on Tuesday i got an extension. PRAISE GOD. so then ok, thats taken care of. Tuesday night we have a senior girls night out with dinner at the stinking rose garlic breath for a week restaurant and stuff.. I got home that night and I was like Crap! i have to write up a protocol for tomorrow's lab. But i have research lab at 8:30AM. again no sleep for Tk. So the next morning i travel on over to lab, and my PI is nowhere to be found. So i bitterly walk back home thinking, he could have at least emailed me and told me not to come. but after 1 minute of disgruntledness, I was like PRAISE GOD i can work on my protocol and be done by 1 for class. Again, God to the rescue. That same day, i got my computer fixed at ackerman. i smiled in my sleep that night. So now, Thursday, I got 99% of my paper done and I go to OH and she tears it up like a wildebeest.. its really 50% done. That night I have accountability with raina, candace and minky and since its our last one we went to raina's and cooked dinner together. We had so much, but i got home around.. 11 and had to start on my paper. So this time.. i actually didnt sleep. My former roommate Thuy came over and during one of our chats she asks "where are you living in the summer" and im like "iono" and shes like "you can room with me, my roommate needs to find someone to take her spot" and im like "ok." BAM, God provided me a place to stay. CHACHING!! On friday, i finally turn in my paper. Discussion gets cancelled so i got to work on my last lab report and turned it in with 20mins to spare. It was my last assignment as an undergrad. I thought i was going to get all sappy and sad about it, but i shoved it into the turn in box and zoomed off. I was so happy I couldnt tell I was happy. ya feel me?!

A reoccurring theme was that even though I didnt deserve any of God's grace.. I got it in abundance. I was totally expecting to have at least 3 sleepless nights and no fun but i got the opposite. Also, if you didn't notice, if it wasnt for God's mercy i wouldnt even had time to do any of my assignments.. i only got them done cuz God gave me time. God orchestrated this whole thing so that I was able to get everything done + enjoy some time with my accountability group and the senior girls. He provided me a job, and now He provided me a place to stay. it feels good knowing that God is the one behind it all, small or big. He is the only one i was able to attritube my success to. How refreshing. 神様は一番です。(God is #1)

random thought: i need to raise 2000$. God?

1 comment:

titojuan said...

did you seriously equate God w/50 cent?? cuz that's a whole new level of sacrilege. hehe.